a kiss over coffee

me and him lock eyes and he was using his eyes to interrogate me
And he breaks the stare, looks down at my lips, the choice is made.  Now in this moment there were two options, take things slow and back away or just take the leap and follow my gut.  I followed my gut feeling and commited to the one thing i was in control of.  In this split second in time, his lips touched mine and the whole world around me is muted.  The music playing, the smell of coffee, the noise of the traffic, all senses obliterated by one touch.  It was as if the world is on delay for this kiss.  Damn.  His lips, soft and so harmless.  My stomach doing backflips and my hands lingering in his hair as it loosened and our breathing heightened, then trying to comprehend this rush of emotion, experiencing his taste.  My heart stopped for a fraction of a second, colliding with my thoughts and telling me this cannot be real.  I felt sparks, heat but yet naturality. The normality of the kiss is what set me aback, confused.  He just felt like mine, he felt like my cliché.

Welcome

Welcome to society
We hope you enjoy your stay
And please feel free to be yourself
As long as it's in the right way
Make sure you love your body
Not too much or we'll tear you down
We'll bully you for smiling
And then wonder why you frown
We'll tell you that you're worthless
That you shouldn't make a sound
And then cry with all the others
As you're buried in the ground
You can fall in love with anyone
As long as it's who we choose
And we'll let you have your opinions
But please shape them to our views
Welcome to society
We promise that we won't deceive
And on more rule that now you are here
There's now no way you can leave

written by me for my little lion

to love is to think.  and i almost forget to feel only from thinking about here.  I don't know what i want at all, even from her, i don't think about anything but her.  I have an amazing beautiful and wonderful animated distraction.  I almost feel like not calling her up so i don't have to hang up afterwards.  I don't know what i want at all, and to be really honest with myself, i do not want to know either.  All i want to do is think about her, know her inside out, understand and touch her body, her mind and her beautiful soul.  I want to her sing for an eternity and know happiness, not just understand it.  I'm not asking anything from anybody, not even her.

i hope you love this Zahra, my little ray of sunshine 💕