apart

a message from a lonely girl to the boy who broke her to pieces. more than once.

i wanted you to show me

every twisted

frightened thought

you've ever had

i wanted your eyes to crack 

my bones;

i wanted your words

to tear

my skin

apart 

and to think, she spent time, aching for you to say something.  But instead

you ignored her desperate need for your help.  you ignored her pain.

and for that reason alone, it is now when you need her, when you want her,

that she will find it hard to be there for you, her warm loving heart,

has become stone cold.