that one

If that one thing hadn't happened,

if that one person had't broken your heart,

you would've turned out completely different.  

You would not be the person you are right now.

Everything that has happened to you has affected you, 

everyone that has happened to you.  

You let people into your life that 

have drained you

taken away parts of your heart and soul

and guess what?

You can never have them back.  

Sometimes its terrifying to think about,

that you will never be that exact same

person again.

You never go back

and become unaffected by what has happened to you

or who has happened to you.

You have been changed.

As humans, we must adapt to this stupid 

unwanted change and move on.

You will miss who you were before.

The more innocent, more vulnerable.

More whole.