the beginning

I wanted to write down everything that had happened, 

to see if by committing it to paper,

I could make some sense of it all.

Or perhaps I just needed to prove to everyone, even myself,

that I wasn't going crazy. 

I had to learn to believe this was real.

He had really said those things.

He really wanted those things. 

He professed that he wanted me in every way,

thats when I knew.

I was waiting for that moment of clarification

the single most important day of my life came to me like a dream

I feel like i had been waiting forever 

for that one touch 

that one kiss

that one.

I've found him.

This is it.