boy thoughts

Who am I no one really knows 

when I try to get close they ask to many questions

so I put up a mask up of lies, and hurt 

hoping no one will see through my phony disguise

because no one knows I cry myself to sleep at night

hoping wishing someone will free me from my curse

I try to talk to friends but they don't understand

all except one

it's like she knows about my mask of sorrow 

she see's through the lies and helps me when I'm hurt

I think she knows but I'm not really sure

but until she frees me 

I put my mask on hoping one day she'll take it off me

but until then we're taking it one step at a time

together hand in hand 

this one is written for my friend, my brother, my birth pal ;)

 this ones for you Abz :3